You can't internalize everything. You simply give in to a tendency and don't ask any further questions; it simply doesn't interest you. Maybe it has something to do with experience, or even saturation. It just happens that way.It's nothing exciting. It happens automatically; that's what you initially register.
Transformations also have a certain appeal in their novelty, their absurdity, which always points to something extremely unrecognizable, unrecognizable, even nonsensical.
There are some things that cannot be modified, that are practically always one step ahead of me, but I don't know anything concrete about them; I lack the knowledge and experience, so I can only perceive these things intuitively.
is that the presence?
Isn't every perception already a mystery, a dissolution of constants, a reconciliation of the incomprehensible?
Who's supposed to scribble in them? Everyone, anyone. That's emotional. Yes, maybe. But it has to be possible to do it that way, too. You have to at least say what could be, because it's not going to happen anyway, because everything's messed up. You want to fix it, but it doesn't work.